So right before Ryan's heart surgery, I thought it would be a good idea to create a spice girls mix cd, just for fun. && lemme tell ya, I haven't taken it out of my car stereo for three weeks! I'm kindof obsessed, and it never ever gets old... I loooove them, why was I not a spice girl?
so, this might sound ultra creepy... but wouldn't it be fabulous to get a bunch of girls together and form a spice girls tribute band? I think I've got it all worked out, minus the people of course, bahaha... maybe i'll hold auditions, and we can perform at the fair or something. I'm a freak, I know... I just think it would be amazing =]
Anyways, I am extra bored right now, as I watch ryan sleeping... I'm rather jealous cuz I'm extra tired and sami finds it necessary to text me at 8 in the morning each day and beg me to go to finley's landing with her-which I am NOT doing because I'm still 30 pounds heavier than usual. lol... so i'm trying to figure out all of the excuses I can use. But anyway, I'm really tired cuz she woke me up #1, and #2, the doctor thought it would be a GREAT idea to just randomly take out two of my wisdom teeth on the spot last tuesday, and I am THE SLOWEST healer in the planet, so i'm still in pain and STILL swollen. HOPEFULLY I don't look like a chipmunk for jake's big birthday bash tomorrow... But I already planned for that and bought myself the most outrageous 80's bright neon multi-colored dress, which is faBOOsSH and will DEFINATELY take the attention off of my big cheeks, and weird speech problems... lol. I'm rather excited to wear it... its very ME.
so yea. thats the update of my lame-ass life. lol... hopefully my summer gets better if all of these bizarre distractions (ie: random teeth pulling) and such, quit taking place. && I thought RYAN would be the one immobilized... YEESHERS.
<3 never give up on the good times, gotta believe in the love you find...
Friday, May 29, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
not much has happened since the last time I posted...
but ryan comes home today, Im SO excited... I didn't go up to Iowa city the last two days because I genuinely thought (or hoped) he'd get out those days- he didn't =[
but FINALLY he comes home today... I couldn't be more ecstatic!
I actually went out on Saturday night... despite my guilt that ryan was sitting in a hospital bed, he wasn't quite a fan either. He called me about every 15 minutes to a half our to check on me, lol. I guess I now know how that feels like... I'm starting to think that Ryan sent andy to go to the party with me though, even though he denied it. Basically because I could not move 2 feet without he being directly behind me, or talk to anything with a penis without bein intercepted by him... I thought it was funny! thank you andy, for being such a big brother =] I love my friends!
I start back at work on wednesday... though target has given me NO hours... and thrown me in the FITTING ROOM, where i never work. Although, the FR is my fav place to be- basically it requires no effort, hehe. Hopefully the stick to it. But as far as I know, I only work wednesday, saturday, and sunday for the next TWO weeks. O well... I'll STILL be making more money than I did at the carts up at UNI, lol. Not to mention I'm not the hugest fan of working at target these days anyway, all my friends quit =[ and now the only ppl left are those that I don't get along with and are forced to make fake-smiley-uncomfortable-forced-conversations with. uggghh... Lets just hope for the best! I'm going to need LOOOTS of optimism this summer to cope with ry... he'll need it!
Off I go to get ready for the day=]
but ryan comes home today, Im SO excited... I didn't go up to Iowa city the last two days because I genuinely thought (or hoped) he'd get out those days- he didn't =[
but FINALLY he comes home today... I couldn't be more ecstatic!
I actually went out on Saturday night... despite my guilt that ryan was sitting in a hospital bed, he wasn't quite a fan either. He called me about every 15 minutes to a half our to check on me, lol. I guess I now know how that feels like... I'm starting to think that Ryan sent andy to go to the party with me though, even though he denied it. Basically because I could not move 2 feet without he being directly behind me, or talk to anything with a penis without bein intercepted by him... I thought it was funny! thank you andy, for being such a big brother =] I love my friends!
I start back at work on wednesday... though target has given me NO hours... and thrown me in the FITTING ROOM, where i never work. Although, the FR is my fav place to be- basically it requires no effort, hehe. Hopefully the stick to it. But as far as I know, I only work wednesday, saturday, and sunday for the next TWO weeks. O well... I'll STILL be making more money than I did at the carts up at UNI, lol. Not to mention I'm not the hugest fan of working at target these days anyway, all my friends quit =[ and now the only ppl left are those that I don't get along with and are forced to make fake-smiley-uncomfortable-forced-conversations with. uggghh... Lets just hope for the best! I'm going to need LOOOTS of optimism this summer to cope with ry... he'll need it!
Off I go to get ready for the day=]
Thursday, May 14, 2009
drained.
I never knew how much I loved ryan until I spent three days at a hospital with no sleep holding his hand... my parents finally drove to Iowa City to pick me up because I was so exhausted. the first night out of surgery I left him and cried all night without a wink of sleep because he was there all alone with a tube down his throat... it broke my heart to see him like that.
luckily he's doing better than expected (just like i told everyone he would) doctors said he would probably be there until next wednesday, but now its looking more like early on saturday =] thats my boy! ... I hope thats the case anyway because I am driving back tomorrow to stay with him in his room overnight.
the thing that sucks the most is the fact that he wont be able to drink... but knowing him he PROBABLY will anyway. It will be hard to keep him away from it with his friends AND his family... that worries me.
ON a brighter note i got my grades back today, mine were good... with my frosh year ending with a cumulative 3.3 GPA =] Ryan at least didn't fail and finished with a 2.12 GPA, but I've got to give him props for going back after five years and dealing with the knowledge that as soon as he's done with his first year he has to have major heart surgery...
All n All... thats about the update for now, not much has happened besides the fact that I've moved back from school (which sucked balls by the way... who knew I had SO much junk??) and also I changed my hair (again, hee) to something crazy... just like me =] but i'm a fan of it!
I should probably sleep though... i'm really at the point now where i'm just in a foggy delerium and too tired to even sleep... ever felt that way? I'm not a fan!!! Hopefully I get some tonight, but I just can't stop thinking about ryan's poor face all alone in that room... I hope his dad stays with him until he falls asleep tonight... granted he GETS any sleep tonight.
until next time!
luckily he's doing better than expected (just like i told everyone he would) doctors said he would probably be there until next wednesday, but now its looking more like early on saturday =] thats my boy! ... I hope thats the case anyway because I am driving back tomorrow to stay with him in his room overnight.
the thing that sucks the most is the fact that he wont be able to drink... but knowing him he PROBABLY will anyway. It will be hard to keep him away from it with his friends AND his family... that worries me.
ON a brighter note i got my grades back today, mine were good... with my frosh year ending with a cumulative 3.3 GPA =] Ryan at least didn't fail and finished with a 2.12 GPA, but I've got to give him props for going back after five years and dealing with the knowledge that as soon as he's done with his first year he has to have major heart surgery...
All n All... thats about the update for now, not much has happened besides the fact that I've moved back from school (which sucked balls by the way... who knew I had SO much junk??) and also I changed my hair (again, hee) to something crazy... just like me =] but i'm a fan of it!
I should probably sleep though... i'm really at the point now where i'm just in a foggy delerium and too tired to even sleep... ever felt that way? I'm not a fan!!! Hopefully I get some tonight, but I just can't stop thinking about ryan's poor face all alone in that room... I hope his dad stays with him until he falls asleep tonight... granted he GETS any sleep tonight.
until next time!
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